Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Take a look

The band Thousand Foot Krutch sings the song "breath you in" and they played it at yc this weekend and I started thinking about how it should be everyones prayer. Take a look at the lyrics!

"Taking hold, breaking inThe pressures on, need to circulateMesmerized and taken inMoving slow, so it reasonatesIt's time to rest, not to sleep awayMy thoughts alone, try to complicateI'll do my best, to seek you outAnd be myself, not impersonateTried so hard to not walk awayAnd when things don't go my wayI'll still carry on and on just the sameI've always been strongBut can't make this happen'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you inThe fear of becomingI'm so tired of runningAnd I need to breathe, I want to breathe you inI want to breathe you inI'm going in, so cover meYour compass will, help me turn the pageThe laughing stock I'll never beBecause I won't let them take meTook awhile to see all the love that's around meThrough the highs and lows there's a truth that I've knownAnd it's You"

Its amazing.

Monday, May 29, 2006

YC 2006




Well, my family and Simone went to YC 2006 in Edmonton this weekend. It was one of the best experiences of my life. 16 000 other Christian people all praising God. Amazing. Soo many good times with my friends too! We didnt know soo many people we knew were gonna be there, but we ended up hanging out with a few people, and it was awesome. I accidentally threw my slurpee at Krystal yesterday. And yes, it honestly was an accident. I went to pretend to throw something at her and forgot my slurpee was in my hand, haha....just happened it be the one time I've ever had a slurpee with no lid, SORRY KRYSTAL! But yeah, it was really was amazing. The God stuff and being with friends. One thing I found cool, was that saturday night, the Oilers one (which really sucks!) and the whole place went crazy, everyone was screaming, and everything and that lasted about 2 minutes ish. Then Chris Tomlin got up to do his concert and after every song God got a louder cheer. And it was amazing to see everyone so excited and enthusiastic about God.

I'm gonna share some points miles Mcpherson shared with us.

There was a tight rope walker over niagra falls, and he asked the crowd if they believed he could carry a barrel full of sand across the tight rope, and of course, everyone said yes...and so he called a kid up, and said if you believe in me so much, get in the barrel, and he dumped the sand out. If you didnt catch the point, its to say that we're not just supposed to say we believe and hope he doesnt make us do anything scary or big, but be ready and willing to do anything and go anywhere.

A party when Christians are sharing with non-Christians its called a marty (said with a british accent). Its called a marty because of matthew 9:9-13.

Bible =

Basic
Instruction
Before
Leaving
Earth

There was a lot more as well, but I dont want to make this TOOOO long.

We saw bands such as:
Hawk Nelson
Thousand foot krutch (tfk)
Audio Adrenaline
Newsboys
Grits
Chris Tomlin
and Tree 63 provided the worship.

At the Chris Tomlin concert I experienced the weirdest thing ever. I felt something telling me to fall to my knees, and I hesitated for a while, trying to figure out if God was actually telling me to do it, then I finally did it and something came over me, I felt like...a new person. Maybe what I needed to do to help my spiritual life (as other posts have mentioned, my struggle with devotions etc) was to listen to God and do what he says, and ever since then I feel like I did when I gave my life to God when I was 13. Its Amazing. God is the most amazing God ever.

I just wanted to share a few of my experiences. Hopefully I'll get some more pics from Sarah, and post them.

Love ya'll (Krystal, I'm a black person!)
Court

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Poor Poor Jeweller



My puppy, Jewel, started her first heat this week. She seems sooo confused, like she has no idea whats happening to her. She's such a sucker for attention right now. She'll come up and put her paws around you and give you a hug, its sooo cute, but I feel so bad for her. She's so, mopey (sp?) and yeah. I kind of like her like this when she has no energy, but still I feel bad for her.

On a happier note! My sister and I had like....the best night out tonight. We went to the mall, and laughed non stop. It was one of the best times we'd had since she got home from aussie land. Thanks Leasher!!!!

Monday, May 22, 2006

one things for sure

I miss soooo many people! I totally hate when you get to see someone for like...a couple hours, or even a couple days, but then they have to go home, or you do, and when you say good-bye, you feel like crying. I feel like crying so often, because I miss someone. It isnt very often that you miss everyone you dont get to see too often all at once, it's more...you miss between 1 and 5 people at a time. Sometimes, I wish...everyone lived really close together, so you can see everyone all the time. I just want you all to know, I miss you. The one thing thats for sure, is that there a lot of people in this world I love, and I can't express that enough, I just wish everyone knew how much I cared about them. If you're reading this, please know that I care about you, I love you all!!!!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Great weekend...

Alright, so friday! My dad picked me up at school, and he had the dureski kids with him. The dureskis are as my mom calls them, their adopted grand children. They are 1, 6, and 8. I love them sooo much. My sister was watching them for the weekend so we helped her out. But yeah, we went and hung out at their house for a bit, then I went and took my drivers test again, and...I PASSED!!! So yeah, I've been driving a bit. And then I went to Tammy's baby shower, which was sooo fun. It was awesome! Then yesterday we spent all day with the kids. we went and played in the creek and stuff, at fish creek. And then today was church and then....fish creek, again. playing in the creek, haha. It was amazing to sit there, in the creek, yeah, we sat in the middle of the creek, and just watch the kids have sooo much innocent fun trying to catch the minos, and throw rocks into the water, and Julia, the one year old, trying to throw these big rocks. And then I sat there for a while looking around. Everywhere you looked, there were trees, or water, or sky, or kids, or rocks. I had to thank God for everything he gave us. We really take advantage of what we have. I'm really sorry I almost missed it by getting too distracted. Anyways, thats it for now.

ttyl,

Court

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Heres something to think about...

So...some of you know (I think) that I've been struggling to find something lately that will fill my spiritual life. I've felt a little empty for a few months, and I've always had a relationship with God, but it felt like something was missing. I realized that I havent been doing devotions that have been filling me. I've been doing fast devotions to "get it over with" and watch TV. And so a couple days ago I picked up this devotional "the purple book" written by the newsboys, and I've been working through it. And it's really been helping. I came across a question in it today that I'll probably ponder on for a while. Here it is "suppose you died, and God asked "why should I let you into heaven?" what would you say? I wasnt sure how to answer it. And I thought, and I kind of figured that I'd probably say something along the lines of "because I worked my hardest to live my life for you, and yeah, I screwed up countless times, but I never let that get in my way of you" I'm interested in what you have to say. If you dont want to comment, its all good, but I encourage you all to stop and think about what you'd say, maybe sit and turn on a CD and think about it. Thats my challenge to you.

love ya,
Court

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Where do we go from here?
This isnt where we inteded to be
we had it all
you believed in me
I believed in you

Certanties disapear
what do we do for a dream to survive
How do we keep all our passions alive
as we used to do?

deep in my heart Im concealing
things that Im longing to say
scared to confess what Im feeling
frightened you'll slip away

you must love me
you must love me

Why are you at my side
how can i be any use to you now
give me a chance
and I'll let you see how
nothing has changed

deep in my heart Im concealing
things that Im longing to say
scared to confess what Im feeling
frightened you'll slip away

you must love me
you must love me


this is a song from the Musical Evita. And I've really been thinking about it lately? It's almost like it could be a conversation between us and God. It's hard to explain. When I listened to it a couple days ago....tears started literally streaming from my eyes. I dont know if it makes sense to anyone else but me, if it doesnt, sorry! Anyways...I'll go.

ttyl

Monday, May 15, 2006

The last few days

So....Saturday was a pretty good day. We went shopping. Then we had a meeting at church talking about the "future of Glenmore Temple" then right after that was quench. Quench was fun, there wasnt many people there, but it was good. We just finished a really slow and reflective song, I think it was like...here I am to worship or something...and my cell phone rang, and it sucked, haha. Oh well! Then Brianna, this 11 year old from my church, spent the night at my house. I felt kind of bad, cause I wasnt feeling great, I was tired, and I was having....Umm...Women..ly problems, haha, so i was pretty grumpy with her. The sunday was fun. I teach the youngest sunday school class, so we were going around and asking what their mommy's did for them. And this one kid, Eli, his answer was one that I'll always remember. He was like "she makes us, you know, in her tummy" we were like....well...yeah, thats right. We didnt really know what to say, haha. The we went up and handed out the plants to mothers and stuff as always. haha...anyways...I better go lay down.

ttyl

Friday, May 12, 2006

I guess you learn more everyday

I ended up finding an article on the Internet on Kelly Ann Quinns Murder (for those who dont know, Kelly was our really good family friend)..I thought I'd share it with you.


"Murder suspect Arden Diebel repeatedly clubbed his estranged girlfriend with a hammer before dumping her body in the back of his pickup and going for coffee, the Crown said yesterday.
And when Diebel heard moans from a dying Kelly Anne Quinn after he raced out of town, he bludgeoned her some more, said prosecutor Harold Hagglund.
Hagglund, in his opening statement, told Justice Peter Clark the accused arranged to meet the victim in a school yard behind her Southwood area home the night of her killing.
Diebel, who faces a charge of first-degree murder in the Sept. 14, 2004, slaying, had come to Calgary from his home in Cereal, near Hanna, 160 km northeast of the city.
Along the way Diebel stopped at a shop where he used to work, 20 km outside Calgary, to pick up the murder weapon, Hagglund said.
"The accused, in the school yard, hit Ms. Quinn numerous times on her head with the hammer," Hagglund said.
"He picked Ms. Quinn up by her belt and put her in the back of his pickup truck," the prosecutor said.
"Once she was placed in the rear of this pickup truck, he then hit her again with the hammer."
Diebel then went to Tim Hortons for a coffee before gassing up and heading out of the city.
"Just outside of Calgary, at the village of Langdon, he stopped the truck," Hagglund said.
"He went to the back of the truck (and) heard noises coming from Ms. Quinn.
"He again hit her numerous times about the head with the hammer," said Hagglund.
Diebel continued on to Hanna, dumping the hammer along the way before disposing of her corpse, the prosecutor said.
Meanwhile, in evidence, the victim's father testified he became suspicious something was wrong when his daughter's three prized dachshunds arrived home without her.
John Quinn testified he last spoke to the 25-year-old victim by telephone the night she disappeared.
"The dogs showed up at 3:30 a.m. without Kelly," he said.
"I thought something was bad."
The elder Quinn said he contacted Diebel, who had stayed at their home just days earlier, but the accused said he and Kelly had split up. He said Diebel replied it was bizarre when the father said his daughter was missing.
The trial, scheduled for two weeks, continues this morning. "

Thursday, May 11, 2006

UUU

Hey,

I dont have that much to say...I just wanted to tell you all who know my mother that she has a blog....http://www.charmcleod.blogspot.com/ . Enjoy!

I've been listening to little shop of horrors songs, if you get a chance to listen to a couple, they're sooo good...I love them. I'm kinda regreting not going into the play at school, Oh well!

ttyl!!!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Felt like old times

My Brother, Chad (the oldest), came over today....and him and my dad got into an argument about Drugs. Of course...Chad decides he's gonna bring out his stubborn side...and wouldnt take anything anyone had to say into consideration. So...My dad and brother stood in the kitchen arguing about their different sides. Chads side being "If Mexico makes smoking Marujana Legal, he'd be there in a second, and blah blah blah. And my dad was trying to tell him that even if it was made Legal, the police are unfair, and would throw you in Jail anyways. And then they started going on and on. Chad saying that every city should have an area just for drugs, and drug deals and stuff. Basically like Main and hastings, in Vancouver. It's funny to watch them...but really...would we really want to have a part of town that absolutely no one wants to go? That everyone is scared of? Oh well...Chad has his oppinions.

I've been listening to a few of the little shop of horrors songs. They're soo good. I'm regreting not auditioning for it at school. Oh well.

Anyways...I'm going to go watch some Television. And set my Alarm on my Cellular Telephone...haha. So yeah...ttyl!

Monday, May 08, 2006

Pop goes the weasle

My social teacher makes me laugh. He has such a lack of confidence...and its sooo funny. He barely looks at us, he's always looking down and stuff. My dad calls him the weasle. I missed social to see my cousin at the mall...cause I hadnt seen her in forever, and I asked my dad if it would be ok....and told him we never really do that much in social anyways...so his response..."But you'll have to miss the little weasle run aorund"..hence the title of the post! But yeah....for those of you who know my dad...I think you could probably see him saying that.

OO...HAPPY 1 WEEK BIRTHDAY GRAYSON!!!!!!

And on that note...I'm gonna leave you with a verse from a song...and be on my way.

Where the Spirit of the Lord is,
there is freedom

Where the spirit of the lord is
there is freedom

Lift your eyes to heaven
there is freedom

lift your eyes to heaven
there is freedom

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Because my day wasnt good enough..

I got a bunch of pictures of Grayson James today! I was sooo excited. He's sooo cute! I cant wait to actually get to meet him!

Saturday, May 06, 2006

AWW

I talked To Jenn Landon last night! It was awesome! (If you read this...I miss you sooo much!!!) Her and my mom were talking about a story about me, that I hear almost everytime I talk to Jenn...about how I lifted my dress up when everyone was taking pictures of me when I was little. So I told her I'd find embarrassing stories about Grayson...haha. So I thought I fixed my msn this morning, but it wont let me on again. So I have to either use the laptop or e-messenger, which sucks! All my favorite music is on the real computer (which I'm on right now). Except Radio, by Alkaline Trio (kind of emo band), thats on the other computer, but most of my worship songs and stuff are on the real computer, and my oldies! I'm listening to Mustang Sally right now, best song ever! OO...and Build me up buttercup! Oh wow...You know you're a loser when you like those kinds of songs! Oh well...no offence to anyone who likes them...not many of my friends do know the songs. anyways...Im gonna go. I know this post was pretty pointless, but I wanted to post.

Friday, May 05, 2006

What to do?

When you're so happy
When you're so unsettled
When you're so confused
When you're so excited

what do you do with all these emotions?
What do you do when in an instant you can go from happy, to sad?
What do you do, when theres one person making you sad?
Do you stop thinking about them?

Do you tell them how you feel?
SO CONFUSING!

Teenage life is great. Dont you agree?


Ok, so weird poem, I know....but its the closest I can get. And BTW....Im actually happy more than sad. I only get sad around this person at school....sometimes.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

HMMM

Yes...so sorry about the last post, I was quite excited about the baby being born. I honestly cried when I saw the pictures, and if you know me at all...it isnt like me to cry if Im not hurt or upset.

My mom got some tests today, and it turns out she has Crohms disease. No biggie, but prayers...please!

Im not to sure whats going on with this boy at school. He thought I asked him out, and I thought he asked me out, but nobody asked anyone out...so its pretty confusing. It gets a little ackward (sp?)

Im quite excited for Bible study tonight!

I better go.

Love ya,
Court

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

OMG OMG OMG OMG

THE TIME IS FINALLY HERE!!

GRAYSON JAMES LANDON!!!
I've been waiting for this moment for soooo long. Jenn and Jeremy finally had there baby. I'm so fricking excited. I want to jump up and down!!!! AHHHHHHH

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

UGH

Today...SUCKED! I get to see Stan and Tsi-Tsi tonight with baby James, so that should be good. But yeah...I wake up....early, so I could study for my test which barely happened...and I was so out of it, and dead tired. Then I get to school only to find out 2 of my friends are in a fight, and you could feel the tension...I totally didnt wanna be in the same room with both of them. Then I took my science test, which I think I may have passed (I hope)...Science isnt my strong subject....to say the least. THEN...I had to go to art...and finish a project that I technically finished on friday, so I really did nothing. Then Social...none of my friends were there and we went to the library...so it sucked not being there with any friends. Oh yeah....And to top it all off...My science teacher wore an OILERS Jersey!! We asked why and shes like "Why do you think? Oilers Kick ass" I was like...PSH..yeah right. But whatever....everyones entitled to their own oppinion...as long as they know deep down that....the flames are soooo much better. K...so I guess today wasnt HORRIBLE...but yeah...just long and boring. But I drove...and I drove to where my test was...to practise parking and stuff....and my dad and I figured everything out, which is good. All the Vehicles we used on the test were there as well..which helped. Anyways...I have to go get ready for dinner.

ttyl,
Court

GO FLAMES GO!