More october!!!

So...I got some more pics of October today. She is gorgeous...just like her mommy. I almost cried when I saw them. Its amazing how much I love her...and I've never actually seen her...but I will on tuesday!!! I actually get to hold my neice...and Sam...my sister. And I never actually put sister before because pretty much everyone who reads my blog knows that my only sister is Alicia and neither of my brothers are smart enough to get married...so...Sam is my really good friend...who I met at camp when I was 7, and we've been through a lot together...and she's like a sister to me. So yeah...thats the story,

In Gods hands

I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the time
I, I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do
Couldn't care less about the lies
You couldn't find the time to cry

We forgot about love
We forgot about faith
We forgot about trust
We forgot about us

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands

You said that you had said all that you had to say
You said baby it's the end of the day
And we gave a lot but it wasnm't enough
We got so tired that we just gave up

We didn't respect it
We went and neglected it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this

Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky to heaven
It's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands
Back in God's hands

It didn't last
It's a thing of the past
Oh we didn't understand
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Oh just what we had

October.... :)

Alright...so my friend had a baby a month and a bit ago...and her baby is the cutest thing! I havent actually seen her yet...in person...but I've seen these pics. So...this is my neice October. I get to see her next week...so I'll take lots of pics!!!

hehe

I got my letter from DHQ that states "we would like to offer you the position of Female Assistant Counselor"...AHHHHHHH

UGH!!!

So I just found out that my family might not be going to Ontario now..because my parents would rather go to california...or something. I've been looking forward to this trip for months! I want to see my cousins and my friends so badly! My mom said that they'd fly me out but it isnt the same. It was supposed to be a "family" vacation. It was supposed to be kind of a last vacation before I graduate and stuff...now its not anymore. Im actually extremely devastated. My family thinks that they only reason I want to go is because of my friends...but I actually was really looking forward to spending time with them. But apparently that wasnt a mutual thing...apparently they dont care if we get to spend time together before I leave. Im really upset!!!

Human sex trafficing

UGH!!! Will it ever go away!

So Im still sick! It got a little worse after Edmonton..and now I've been up for half an hour, I've thrown up twice and lost my voice...Im off to a good start! School is gonna be brutal today!

Edmonton

It was extemely fun and Im extremely tired.

WOOHOO

YAY...So My sister and I decided today that we're going to edmonton tomorrow. We're going for less than 24 hours cause I have to be back for work at 2 on sunday...haha, but Im pretty stoked!

Amen..Hallelujah PRAISE the lord

Take a listen to Bonos acceptance speach...its gosh darn amazing!

Sick :(

Hey guys..sorry about my last post...I guess it was kinda bitter...and I guess it was bashing glenmore...in a way...so Im sorry.

Im home sick today...which sucks...but I got to sleep in...YAY. I worked last night...and it was really fun. This british guy came in to build a "cat in the hat" for his daughter who's in a Dr. Seuss play...he was probably one of my all time favorite customers so far...he was hilarious. But yeah.

Sorry this is short...My brain isnt working.

ah

So...I slept in today...and I got up too late to go to south meadows so I went to glenmore...and I got this really weird feeling...kinda like people didnt want me there because I left...and I dont know if it was just me being paranoid or if it was for real. But it was really annoying...I mean...you have this church home for 17 years and then you leave...and go back to visit and people dont want you there...it kinda sucked. But I worked after...which made my day better...I met some cool kids. I had this group of high school students come in wanting to make a bear for their coach...which I thought was cute...and they were disapointed that not all of the team was there...so they asked if they could put one heart from each team member in...so they put 12 hearts in the bear...it was really cute. I think that was the hilight of my day! Anyways...thats it for now!

Picccccs

So...we had a "sleep over" at glenmore last night...only like...4 people slept, haha. But it was fun. We went bowling...then we...danced haha...we had like...a dance club in the yp hall...it was pretty amazing, lol. And...we watched parts of movies...then got bored, haha..but here are some pics.

Court

Decaf = gross

So...I've taken to coffee. I went to timmy hos today on spare...and I got an extra large coffee...then I got a meal with a medium coffee...my legs were shaking uncontrolablly and I couldnt stop laughing...it was bad. And I wanted some coffee after school...and I accidentally made decaf and it makes me gag. So...no more decaf coffee for me. I like coffee though!

AHH

So...this weekend was pretty cool. I dont remember friday night...I dont think I did anything...needless to say...its been a long weekend. But yesterday...I went shopping...bought myself some emo pants...and some pants that flare(?) and some play-doh. Then I came home and got ready to go to first Alliance with my rents to see my friend Liz...so liz and I sat with her bf and his friends and had some church time...then I came home...fell asleep at like...9:30 and then I woke up...went to my church (south meadows)...came home...waited for my rents to get home from glenmore...so I was waiting like...2.5 hours..and then we ate...and I then got ready for my first day at work. It was good...I got stuffing all over me...in my hair...all over my shirt and pants...up my nose...in my ears...and I think I may have swallowed some as well...haha..but it was fun none the less! I found it really enjoyable...always a good sign. Anyways...that was my weekend...I should go.

bye!!!

I started!

My job that is. It was pretty cool...I mean...I only filled out paperwork...mostly. But part of my training was to go shopping to see how other stores deal with customers...but uhh...seriously...I HAD to shop...thats what I call good training! Then they bought me ice cream from marble slab...it was pretty awesome. On sunday...my first shift...I learn to stuff...how exciting!

Today was kinda crappy...until like...lunch...cause I got to spend time with my friends...but I went to school and I was in such a bad mood...I didnt want to go to science class...but of course...Im not a skipper...so I did...and I got there and my science teacher was like "Courtney write the answer on the board" and I didnt remember how to do it...and I did it wrong...so he called me back up and in front of the class he had to completely break it down for me...and it was really embarrassing...and it took everything not to cry. Oh the joys of high school...and having science class first period. And the worst thing is...math is last...so I can never have fun because just as I recover from science...I start to worry about math! And to top it all off...I was almost in tears after school...and I went to get chocolate to make me feel better...and the vending machine had no chocolate...I almost had a break down! Haha

I decided...its really a good thing I dont drink...I'd be a crazy drunk. I know I've posted a lot about but actually...I've heard a lot about it this week. I think its good to get the way I get without alchohol...because really...if I can have as much fun and be as stupid as someone whos drunk...I prove to the world that you can be A. a Christian, and B. Sober and still have as much fun as a drinker...but...actually remember. Sorry to all you who drink!! Im not meaning its a bad thing...Im comparing it more to my friends at school who do drink.