Will it get better?

Will it get better?
For me?
For her?
For everybody?
When will the pain go away?
when can I feel 100% happy again?

Will it get better?
for her?
for him?
for them?
when will they be happy again?
when will they feel normal?

WHEN WILL IT GET BETTER FOR US?!
Why did it all happen at once? I cry so much....at least on the inside! I worry so much about you guys! Because I love you. I wish you didnt have to go through this!

HAHA

Hey

Yeah...I pretty much had an AMAZING weekend. My bestest friend Sam came from red deer to see us...on like....2 hours notice...because it took us 2 hours to drive up and get her. Yeah...it was an amazing weekend. We got sooo close...and yeah. Shes so funny...and pretty...no matter what she tells you. haha...she put on my Barney suit that I had when i was like...5...it was so cute! So I a pic of her in that...its sooo funny. I love you Sam. We totally baked at 2:15 on friday night/saturday morning. Oh boy were the cookies ever Floury...Apparently I cant flour stuff....lol.

OOO...and I also went to the mall with my baby today....Julia...shes a year old and I love her soooo much...she's amazing. She rode the Escalator on her feet for the first time without someone holding her...I obviously held her hands...but yeah. That reminds me...Sam...we gotta get you on more escalators...and no worries...they won't eat your feet...HAHA. Theres a pic of Julia...she made me laugh so hard.