Do you know???

I wrote this a few days ago...and wanted to share it with you..


Do you know what it's like? Because, Unless your going through it, or have gone through it, it's merely impossible to know. I don't know, I know I cry when I think about it, but I can't even bign to imagine the pain, the struggle, the regret. Did they do something to deserve something as terrible as this? They're still human, they still deserve to be treated like it. Inside, were no better than them, they've faced trials, like us, some of them may have dealt with them differen't, but they're JUST LIKE US! We should be supporting them, and trying to help them, not looking at them with disgust, or fear. If you look at them in that way, you may as well look at yourself in the same way. They're not animals, and they're not murderers, they're human, 95% of them have hearts of gold, and are nicer than you and me. Sure they have some problems, but everyone does. There is not a single person in this world that has no problem, whatsoever.


If you can figure that out...leave a comment...let me know who YOU think its about.

~Court~

Dear Kelly

Dear Kelly,

It's been nearly a year now. I'm sorry I never got to spend time with you. I'm sorry I never went for coffee with you. I'm sorry whenever you'd call my house drunk, I'd get annoyed. I'm just sorry for everything!! I miss you so much. You were such a beautiful person, and you were special to me. When Arden took your life, he took a piece of me too. I wish I could tell you this stuff in person, but I was to late. I was to self-centered to stop and realize how much you really cared about me, and how much I cared about you. I'm going to regret all this all my life. I miss you, and always will. I can't bring myself to take your number off my cell phone...I will always remember you. Thank you for everything you've done.

I love you!
~Courtney~

:(

Hey Guys

So I think...most of you probably know...about a year ago...we had a friend go missing...and then in november...ish...we found out she had been murdered. Well...I've actually been really struggling with it lately...the past couple days...cause, I had to send pictures from my old school computer to my email...and I've been going through those and theres a whole bunch of her from her funeral. I dont know why all of the sudden I'm bumbed out about it...usually after a couple months...Im not grieving anymore...and now...its been almost a year and Im still nearly crying about it. If you guys (if you pray)...if you could just pray for her family and friends...especially her dad...yeah. If you have any questions about it...I totally wanna answer them...i just cant stay long...so yeah...feel free to ask questions about the murder...and anything!

~Court~

Who is Christ?

At bible study last night...Peter asked the question "Who is Christ?" and it really got me thinking. If someone were to ask me that....what would I say? I honetly can't answer that because...He's God's son, God's right hand man, and God....so honetly...how do you answer that without the person thinking your crazy? If you have any answers...whatsoever...feel free to tell me..I think that would be cool!

YAYness

Hey guys (no gansta talk)

Today was awesome!! I didnt eat lunch alone...HURRAY! lol. Kaitlynn ate with me...we sit together in math..which is right before lunch...and our lockers are right beside each others...so we put our stuff away and walked over to the gas station together for lunch. And....tonight...is the first Survivor bible study of the year YIPEE!! So I have to leave soon. But yeah...GRRR...I miss everyone soooo fricken much!its really not fair. Oh well. Im really beggining to think no one reads this...cause no one ever leaves comments...btw...thanks Amanda! Howd you get my blog? Hmmm...I should go...cause..yeah....Bible study WOOHOO!

Soo...

Hey G's (HA! thats right Im gangsta!...I've been doing that a lot lately...dont know why!..lol)

I ate lunch alone today again...so far..thats thursday...friday...I think saturday...yesterday (monday) and today. But I looked in my locker at all my friends (the pictures) and smiled...especially at Kryz and Annalise Kranenburg! oh well...sometimes being the one eating along is better than being the ones who make other people sit along right? I have to go soon...Michaels taking Simone and I to B*witched tonight. I just wanna say...all my friends from camp...you guys are all amazing (hott...eh Elisha?) and I miss you so much!!! Right now...I really miss Arlene, Elisha and Krystal...I love you guys!!!!! and Everyone else too. And Arlene...my mom and I are really gonna work on my dad to get that nose ring...if I ever come up for a weekend...thats my rule...I have to be in lethbridge in order to do it! Anyways...I really should go...ttyl! Leave comments!!!

~Skwittles (or court)~

:(

Hey all

Im having a bit of a downer of a night...actually...tonight has just plain sucked! First...I went out to look for my grease CD...which I put in the Van the last day of music camp...and my dad said it was probably just in a CD case...and I looked in all of them..and it wasnt in any of them...and my sister gave it to me 2 days before she left for australia. It makes me soooo mad...and sad...ask my cosuin...I was soooo mad! Then I just really started missing everyone from camp. Yeah...camps an amazing place to be...and the people are soooo awesome to be around...the only crappy part is having to come home and have to go through all the camp withdrawls. Why does it happen like that? If someone actually leaves a post (or emails me), and can answer that question...I would be sooo shocked! But seriously, I know everyone goes through camp withdrawls...but, yeah. wow...I just realized the computer clock is right again...it was an hour off for a while. Anyways..yeah...I just needed to write out some of my feelings...and it made me feel sooo much better...thank you everybody who read this, for actually taking the time!

Cool stuff

Hey

Yeah....so i started school this week...real school. For everyone that didnt know...I did virtual school at home for 5 years before this. Its pretty cool...I met a couple cool people...Cathy and Erin...and Emma...but I've known emma for like...7 or 8 years. And then my locker neighbor (I dont know her name though...haha). Hmm...yeah...I totally didnt want to go...but I really felt God telling me too...especially after my cousin told me to this summer (thanks Jenn). And on monday...my mom was like "were going to enroll you in school tomorrow" and I like freaked out...it was craaazy. Then I went and prayed and read my bible...and came out excited about it though...which is really weird.... but yeah....God totally answered my prayer...and fast...its only the second time thats ever happened...the only other time was at winter weekend. I just totally wanna give a shout-out to God...cause he totally helped me through this stuff...and yeah...he's awesome...and I'm really not trying to preach...I just wanted to say whats on my mind! If you have questions about what I wrote...or about God...even if you are a Christian...ask me!

~Court~

Funny funny stuff from camp

~Yours hairs is long....haha Arlene!
~THIS IS A RAID! Were not gonna do anything....but were saying its a raid anyways...lol...sr. boys
~ Uhhhh....guys...my finger is seriously stuck in my hair....oh Arlene....I love you so much!
~ haha....the frog/monkey/lion/giraffe
~ major second, major 3rd, perfect forth, perfect fifth, major sixth, major seventh, octopus...Awww..Annalise is soooo cute.
~ Joy down gangsta style
~ I had no one to do....lol...that was one fun devos...for all you who remember.
~ hahaha...Laura slamming her thumb in the window!
~ HAHA...Jayden and Noelle Flicking Arlenes gum off the table...Priceless!~
~ Singing your the one that I want...and Arlene singing the guys back-up part...so funny!
~ Going to flagbreak soaking wet because that one prank went wrong...and it was all my fault...lol...sorry Guys "OH MOTHER!"
~ lol...the fake intermediate fight
~ ooo...digging through a tub of worms with my mouth...sooo fun!
~ haha...all the pepsi falling out eh Sarah?!
~ Arlene not trusting us to take her back to the Tarzan rope...haha
~ Playing Tetherball...especially with Arlene...Hows that armpit doing?
~ Arlene asking us to roll down the hill...the blaming it on us when she felt dizzy
~ Chicken fights!
~ haha...cat food on crackers...it would make a very good appetizer
~ haha...waxing the boys legs (Pauls hair still hasnt grown back yet...its still super smooth)
~ Oh right...cant forget the Scorpion in the pool biting us.
~ The net Matt and Stefan left for us in our room (thanks guys)
~ Then tripping over the net...looking up...and seeing none other than My counceller laughing at me...haha...oh I love you...your so cool
~ Stealing the toilet seats with Lori...so fun!
~And last but certainly not least (drumroll please...haha..Im a geek), Brandon catching us on our raid..and thinking we were locked it richards room!

Hello my name is Courtsney....lol

Hey....so in case your wondering about the whole courtsney thing....Lori accidentally called me Courtsney at camp cause she had a mouthful of Chips or something...and Laura continued it. Courtsney and Skwittles...I went to say skittles...and an extra w slipped in there somehow...lol. Hmm....lets see....some camp stories...hmmm.....k...first day of Music camp....we had a meet the counceller thing...and Arlene kept trying to convince us she was from LA...when Really...shes from Lethbridge...haha...get it...Lethbridge...Alberta...ha, yeah...it was funny....it may not sound that funny though. Hmm...what else? ....... Oh yeah...I took Krystal and Laura to low ropes and we kept whipping the tarzan rope at each other. Oh...and Krystal whipped me right on the side of the face....the bottom of my arm...and umm....other places....lol. theres so many stories I cant fit them all in....lets see...we went to prank the Sr. Boys...and wrecked it by tripping...landing on my water ballons...and screamed "OH MOTHER"...I know the whole oh mother thing doesnt make sense....but for some reason I started saying it at camp. and uh...yeah. Haha...one night...I told Arlene I'd do devotions...and she kept making us laugh. And after everyone finally stopped laughing...I started reading a verse...or something...and all of the sudden we heard this "uhh...guys..." so we all looked up...and Arlene was sitting there with here finger in her hair...and she was like "K...my finger is seriously stuck in my hair" haha...it was sooo funny. Yeah...anyways..thats it for now...Someone....place a comment!

~~Courtsney~~