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Hey Ya'll

This post is dedicated to Xavier and his amazing mommy, Rae. I miss them both so much. That boy is my pride and Joy. My brother asked me today if I was happy to see my friends, and I figured I had to answer truthfully, so I said no not really, and he asked me if I got to see Xavier if I'd have a different reaction, and my answer to that one was...HECK YES. I miss going for walks with Xavier, going to see the Cows, and going on the swings, and down the slide, and I miss waking up to a 2-year-old coming into my room wanting to watch a movie, or play with me, and I miss being in the shower and hearing this little knock, and when Im done in the shower and changed, opening the door only to see him standing there waiting for me to be done.

Now for what I miss about Rae. Sorry if this makes no sense, I can almost guarantee Im gonna start crying, so bare with me. We never really hung out until teen camp, and that makes me angry with myself, because I never really got to know you very well, until 3 weeks before the end of camp, then I spend every evening with you. I miss our late night Girly talks, but I definitely wont go into details on those, hey Rae? I miss random food parties we'd have, when we'd basically base an entire night on food. Aww...Sour Cream and Onion chips, Old dutch baby. And Orange Jones, and cant forget the amazing Smarties Xplosions. Hanging upside down on the couch eating smarties Xplosions, Oh how I miss those days. And all the jokes we cracked about Uncle willis, that he didnt even clue into. How I miss you, and Pineapples....Love you!

I think what I miss the most about it, was being part of a family that appreciated me for who I am, and didnt care when I made a mistake, or anything. Being Part of a family that I felt 100% comfortable with, I dont even get that with my family sometimes. I miss waking up and walking into the kitchen or the living room and have Raeleen Smile at me. I miss trying to find ways to scam my parents into letting me stay forever. I miss Swimming, even though we only went twice. Rae, I never told you this, but I honestly think that you are one of my best friends, and your like my sister. I miss you, and Uncle Willis, and Xavier. I also miss your mom, and Marty's Family...more than anything. Monday night was awesome, just being there with a family I barely knew, but feeling so comfortable. One of these days, we will make the Marshmallow Fly off, I have faith that we will. I should be finishing though, This is basically the hi light of my summer, is getting to spend time with the family. I miss all the staff too, but yeah.

Love ya'll
Court