10 reasons I want to go back

1. In a constant bad mood
2. Always wanting to cry
3. Constantly having family arguments
4. Constantly wanting to take the Van to camp
5. Everywhere I go, I'm reminded of camp, and Rae, and Xavier, and Marty
6. Walking into a room and having people tell me they get the feeling Im not happy to be home.
7. Not being able to tell those people that I am happy to be home
8. Feeling like Im only home for a weekend, but knowing Im not going back tomorrow.
9. Secluding myself
10. Snapping at my family for no reason, other than the fact that I hate every part of being home.


I just want to go back. Rae, if you read this...I miss you soo much, thanks for an amazing summer, I'll be back next year.

You will make gains in any project you undertake in bed

This is a jones cap I got, minus the in bed part, but you have to add in bed to the end of the fortune, its so funny. Raeleen got one that said "hide away for a few days...in bed" I laughed so hard, haha. There are so many funny ones. Where did the time go, I keep thinking Im going back to camp in a couple days, like Im just home for the weekend. Yesterday, my parents told me to call if I was gonna be out late, and I had the car, and I was sooo tempted to drive to camp...but then I figured...probably not the best idea. I went and bought the Jessica Simpson CD yesterday, and then it was 2 for 25, so I got the nick Lachey CD too, and I listen to them when I miss Raeleen, because we listened to those CDs everytime we went into town, and we'd always talk about how hot Nick Lachey is, haha. Oh I miss our girly times. Boy do I ever. I had a Virgin Margarita yesterday, and I felt soo bad, because I told Raeleen We'd get Virgin Margaritas before I left and we didnt get a chance. Oh well, when I come back to visit we'll get some, k Rae?

Anyways, I better go. Im gonna go listen to Jessica Simpson.

Court

PS...the pic, is from the Teen Formal, its Xavier and me

Things I'll miss

~I woke up this morning, without a 2 year old coming in and talking to me.
~I woke up this morning, and there was construction behind my house, that never happened at camp.
~I'm gonna shower today, and not have little knocks on the door every couple minutes.
~ Its gonna take me 15 minutes to walk to 7-11 instead of 15 seconds to get to the Canteen, and at the canteen, I could stay in there for hours talking to Rae.
~ Watching full house with Xavier and Raeleen.
~ Teasing Marty about anything I could think of.
~ Cuddling with Xavier while he's going to sleep.
~ Watching Bob the builder and the backyardigans with Xavier asking "whats that?" "Wheres Bob?".
~ Rae and I having our girly moments, when were just so darn giddy, and everyone thinks were crazy.
~ Trying to think of ways I can hide from my parents.
~ Camp church
~ Talking about the latest celeberty gossip.
~ Listening to Jessica Simpson going into town
~ Pool noodle fights
~ Breaking baby's floaty things (haha, Rae and Plunger know all about it)
~ Beverly Hills 90210
~ Driving into town and hearing "TOW (Cow), MIGHTY MACHINE," or just screaming because he wants to watch a DVD.

there are so many things, I cant post them all. Sorry guys!

Camps Over...So sad

Alright so I woke up this morning, and I realized, everyones leaving. However, somehow I convinced my mom to let me stay with the Matermans till Monday, so thats frickin awesome. Im not too sure when Im starting school, hopefully never, but we all know that wont happen. I think Im gonna do this Job again next year, hopefully by then I'll have another baby to watch, Right Raeleen???? Im not looking forward to Monday, I know for sure, that I'll cry. Xaviers been acting strange the last couple days, and I think we realized why today....he knew the staff were leaving. Today, he was just acting really off, and really sad, and with the staff, even the staff he screamed at all summer, he talked to them, and let one of them giv him a kiss, and asked one to sit with him. Im worried about monday when I leave, I left the house yesterday, to go SWIMMING, and he was kicking and screaming apparently. Anyways, BYE!

I will miss him soo

I must admit, I went to camp for a boy. His Name is William. He makes me happy, whenever Im sad, he makes me happy, he always makes me laugh. He likes to help me clean, and do Laundry, and he likes to watch Chick flicks with me, and he's willing to watch Beverly Hills 90210 with me, which takes a real man, he usually falls asleep during it though. He gets mad when other people give me a hug, and he's a real mommas boy. I just cant believe how good this summer has been, this summer I've spend with him. On my days off, I spend time with him and his mom, and we cuddle lots, and he likes to break things, a lot of things. He's such a boy, he loves bugs, and he loves tractors, and in case you didnt guess, he's 2. William Robert Martin Xavier Materman. We all call him Xavier though. Did I scare anyone????

I will miss him soo