My prayer

I dont care whats happening in my life...I need Christ, and I need him to take me under his wing!



Can you hear me? Does anyone around me
Feel the way that I feel now?
Cause from the window where I sometimes cry
I just want to see Your face tonight
And I'm willing to lose everything I am

Cause I need you more than ever
I need Your help to find where I've been going wrong so far

Take me under Your wing tonight
Make me so perfect in Your eyes
Hold on cause it will be alright
You're not alone.

When You're near me, I feel like I just found me
In the traces of the boy from yesterday
But in a world that is so black and white
I will take the steps to change my life
And I won't be coming back to here again

I need Your loving hand to guide me
Through the maze of all the things inside me
Then I'll know that I'm alright

Cause I need You more than ever
I need Your help to find where I've been going wrong so far

Take me under Your wing tonight
Make me so perfect in Your eyes
Hold on cause it will be alright
You're not alone
Please help me get from worse to better
Before these tears soak through this lonely sweater
And let me know that I'm alright
I still have one strike of this match left
And I'm holding on to my last breath
And its getting a little dark around to see here

Take me under Your wing tonight
Make me so perfect in your eyes
Hold on cause it will be alright
You're not alone

Take me under Your wing tonight
Make me so perfect in your eyes
Hold on it will be alright
You're not alone

And You'll be here forever, forever You'll stay
And You promised to love me, You'll love me always
You'll love me for always, You'll love me for always
Always

So the video isn't actually a video....its just a picture, but its a good song to just listen to.

My king!

I may have posted this before, I probably have, but its so powerful.






And the "rock" version

YC 2008 - Passion

CARPE DIEM - SEIZE THE DAY

That is one thing we heard all weekend. And I swear, there must have been a TWC representative there cause they kept talking about being more than conquerors lol.

YC 2008 - Passion was this weekend. 17 000 young people worshiping God together. It was amazing. The power of the holy spirit was so consuming! All weekend there were tears, and there was laughter.

RIP Grandpa

I can be a nightmare of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
and you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known
And you've never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman you've ever known.
I am the dullest woman you've ever known.
I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

And you’re still here
And you're still here...


Grandpa, You've seen every part of me, and you never left me. You're gone in spirit but I will always have you close to me.

I love you!

I dont care where you are

I'll always be there for you...wherever the lord may place you!!!

























listen baby ain´t no mountain high ,ain´t no valley low,
ain´t no river wide enough baby

If you need me call me
no matter where you are,
no matter how far (don't worry baby)
just call out my name.
I'll be there in a hurry
you don't need to worry

chorus:
'Cause baby there
Ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you babe

Remember the day
I set you free
I told you you could always count on me,darling
From that day on
I made a vow
I'll be there when you want me
some way,somehow

Chorus

No wind,
No rain,

Or winter's cold.
Can stop me baby.
ooooh baby
Cause you are my goal
If you're ever in trouble
I'll be there on the double
just send for me
oooh baby
send for me oooh baby

My love is alive
Deep down in my heart
Although we are miles apart

If you ever need a helping hand
I'll be there on the double
just as fast as I can

You know that ;
they're ain't no mountain high enough,
ain't no valley low enough,
ain't no river wide enough,
to keep me from getting to you babe

Peaceful, calming, Crazy, Busy

So I was thinking about how crazy my life is right now....and how much crazier its gonna get in the next month. It makes me think of December, when I went to "The cabin" which was actually my brothers fiance's family's cabin. Im sitting here thinking about how relaxed I was....with the mountains and the creek and...the hot tub. I dont know, theres just something about being in the mountains that relaxes me. Which is probably good considering Im moving to Vancouver. I dont know, I just thinking about it. I miss being stress-free.

Thinking...(oh dear)

So Im sitting in my english class....not doing anything except facebooking...and blogging, obviously.

Right now...I feel disconnected from everything. I really feel like moving on. I want June 29th to get here so I can finally do that. Its a feeling that is very unsettling. I went and saw a movie based out of Chicago yesterday...and it made me think of how happy I was when I was in Chicago, and then when I was in BC afterwards. Maybe because I wasn't in school then, haha but I dont know.

And right now....the crossover of food (gluten food to gluten free food) has been making me sick...which is brutal...and apparently its gonna last like....2 months...so annoying.

Anyways...thats my life right now...well...part of it.

And again, the dog wouldnt eat it!

So...I found out on friday that I do in fact have celiac disease...so I've been trying out different gluten-free foods...most of them arent too bad, but I had a granola bar sunday morning that I think is only good for one thing...emptying your stomach....it was gross...my dog wouldnt eat it, and my dog eats everything. And then today, I had a instant meal...penne....and I took it out of the microwave and some spilled on the ground, the dog came over...licked some up...SPAT IT OUT! and walked out of the room! That shows how good it was... :S