So..

As you might have been able to tell by my last couple of posts...I've been pretty upset...and when Im upset and I dont know how to describe it...I use songs....and scripture...so thats why my last couple of posts havent been real posts. I've been upset because Im losing one of my dear friends...its been coming for 8 months or so, but it just keeps getting worse and its really getting to me. So I was upset about that...and then yesterday...the day of the mother mood swings on my part...I found out that Stephen Court and Danielle Strickland are moving to Australia. I was so upset...some of you dont know them...some of you do...but they live in Vancouver and run the war college...the school Im planning on going to. I know God is going to put them to good use in australia...but for some reason it just hit me hard. I dont even really know them...but I have looked up to them since I was 14...and sucks a lot! But thats what happens when you go to the army I guess. So thats my explanations of my last couple posts.