Life eh?

So....life is pretty cool eh? I think so....its awesome. Some stuff that happens really sucks....but then...well....something good happens and its all good...right? Not necisarily. Just because something good happens doesn't mean everythings better...but life is sure good with God. He totally helps you with everything that happens. I've had my fair share of problems...but prayer helps the most...of all the ways I've tried to get over my problems...prayer works the best. Trust me...I've tried screaming...punching...wanting to put holes in the walls...running away...nearly cutting (so Glad I didnt though)...but the only way that works really for me....is to crawl into my closet (yes my closet) and pull out my flashlight, read my bible and pray...While listening to Praise and worship music. If you dont pray...and your having a problem...and you feel comfortable with it...ask someone to pray for you...or with you if you feel comfortable enough. Don't turn to drugs and Alchohol...I've seen how that can destroy a family. It may feel good at the time....but in the long run...when you look back at the stupid things you've done while under the influence...you'll regret it. I'm really glad I got Jesus in my life when I did...otherwise I dont know where I'd be. I just wanted to tell you that...cause I love him...and he loves me...and when you really truly love him...you can totally feel his presence...in good times and bad times...its amazing.

Awesomeness

Hey Ya'll

Yes, I said Ya'll and I have no fricken clue why! Anyways....I havent posted anything for a long time, so...here it is. I got back from cranbrook almost 2 weeks ago...It was amazing times. I saw everything from 6 golden eagles, to a dead elk. Pretty amazing eh? Yeah, I had so much fun. and I got to hang out with Liam! He's the best baby. And I got to see Janessa and my cousins and aunt and uncle. And yeah...it was pretty wicked. Hmm...Im going back to BC in a week to go to Vancouver.....thats gonna be awesome too. Im so stoked. Im so hyper right now...and hungry!! Hmm....what else can I say? Nothing apparently.

Bored

Hey

I was bored, so I thought I'd add something. We heard from My sister (whos in australia) yesterday....shes really having fun. She got invited to go tour the west coast (I think its the west coast) with Auslife, a Christian orginization there. If she goes, it'll be in november I think. I really miss her though....we used to hang out all the time....I havent gone to the movie theatre since she left...cause thats always what we used to do together. We'd take the train (or walk) to the theatre (in canyon meadows). we saw a couple movies like...4 times each just so we could have an excuse to hang out together...its weird without her. But thats ok....I have Ashley and Angie who keep me company..as much as they can. All my friends know that I'm having a hard time with it though...they somehow all figured it out...so they help me a bit...which awesome.Anyways...thats what I have to say today...so....yeah

Always make sure the lid is ALL the way up!

Hey...So yeah, simone and I went to jack astors yesterday....and weird stuff happens when I go to jack astors...last time...I got chicken stuck in my head and nearly died (long story) and this time...I went to dump the ketchup on my fries...and the lid closed...and there was ketchup all over the lid...inside and out...Oh my, was it ever weird....Yup. It was fun. We watched Dogeball today...Oh my freaken gosh...SO FUNNY!!! were taking a road trip when we graduate....all the way to Grande prarie...Wow....isnt that awesome? I think it is. Guess what? I love Jesus...Do you? I love my friends too. I wanna give a shoutout too...hmm...Angie, Corrine, Simone...Teresa...Kim....Kristyn...i love you all and everyone else. Just in case your wondering...No...I'm not high.

Experiences

K, so I thought I'd share some of my wicked awesome experiences with you. I've been having a really tough year, not a lot of people know about it though...but anyways...I've been really struggling in a couple different ways. I prayed for the longest time that God would bring something good into my life. And the more I prayed, the worse things Got. Which didn't make sense, because God tells us that were supposed to trust him. But about 2 months ago.....I made an awesome friend...and when I get to see her, I just light up. I get to see her a lot. And She works with my mom (yes..you know who you are), and she's totally befriended me. Right when I started to feel like everyone was leaving my life...God sent me this girl, and it's amazing. And now...just recently, one of my friends from grade school has come back into my life...and thats been really amazing. And, God's just been working miracles in my life. I know...this is pretty boring...but I wanted you all to know that God really is amazing.

Febuary 4th 2005

It's friday the 4th....and guess what? Alicia's on her way to Australia. For those of you who don't know...Alicia is my sister. She's going for a year of youth leadership training. She's been excited for a year about it and it finally came. She was a little nervous. But Now, I miss her like heck. We've become really good friends over the past year....and I really didnt want her to go. But I'm super happy for her. She's in Vancouver right now. She's been there for like, 5 hours or something like that. Anyways...thats it for now.